"morningview"

uck...feel sick...i wanna go home and sleep...

i dont feel´like going to work no more. it´s just so goddamn boring! same shit everyday!

and i really mean same shit everyday;

Change to the "uniform"
Turn on the computer
Log in on the computer
Log in on the phone
Start up programs
Log in on the programs
Take calls

Log out from the computer
Take lunch (30 mins ... waaay to short!!!!)

Log ín on the computer
Take calls
Log out from the phone
Log out from the programs
Log out from the computer

Change to my private clothes
Go home

Now this surely sounds like any job, but i had like 5 or 6 jobs since the last 4 or 5 years, and this is by far the most boring one, and the most repetive one.

Now you think "- Change job then!!"

Sure i could do that ... BUT! I want to travel down to meet my girlfriend in Israel, and i need to stay so i can fix the money and take the time off.

If i quit i won´t get any money (that´s if i won´t get a new job), and let´s say i do get a new job, i can´t take some time off to travel the first thing i do!

So i´m kinda trapped here ...

. . . .

I´ve been thinking of changing appearance of this blog. Yes i know i have been talking about it before. BUT that was before i knew that i had to learn CSS.

As i feel now i don´t have the energy or time to learn CSS so i Googled a bit and found a site called Blogskins (the site seems to be down now, but try again later sometime).

They have readymade skins you can use for free that works with Blogger.

I have found a relly nice one that i´m currently trying out on under a another blog. The problem is that i wanna change the font type and i have gone through the source code but it seems not to work as i want.

. . . .

The girlfriend and me has seen a couple of movies;

The Hitchhiker´s Guide To The Galaxy (the movie)
Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events

...Hitchiker´s Guide... was actually really cool, i heard that ppl. had said that it´s boring and so on. And the critics in Sweden have given it a 3 on a scale 1 to 5 where 5 is the best.

i would rather give it a strong3...i have only seen the movie once so it might just change...

Lemony Snicket... was really cool! Jim Carrey did a really good job!

i have no idea what the critics said about and to frankly i don´t give a fuck about critics and their grades.

if a movie looks intresting to me i´ll watch it. the critics have been wrong so many times according to me, so therefore i don´t trust them!

we have seen some more movies too and here is quick list:

Mean Girls - unusual teen movie, not bad at all.
Constantine - kinda good, but not what i expected.
Sin City - this was so COOOOOL!! but my girlfriend didn´t like it...

. . . .

the fridge broke down on monday, and damn me and the girlfriend was panicked! we had alot of food in the freezer and in the fridge.

early on tuesday morning i called the company that owns the apartments and about 1½ hour later we had a new fridge and freezer to borrow until they get the one that fits.

now that´s what i call good service.

. . . .

well, that wraps it i guess...

oh, i almost forgot to mention that The Muppet Show first season is gonna be released according to IMDb. now that is something i am gonna look for!

. . . .

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linx of intrest:

Piratbyrån´s forum - problaby one of the best forums around. and i am a moderator in the console forum part *evil look* ;- P ...

Altavista Babelfish - nice page and text translator. has helped me out on some spanish, italian, japanese/chinese sites.

SF Bokhandeln - the BEST bookstore in Gothenburg.

Lo-lili ve Per-lili

"- i don´t wanna go"
"- i don´t want you to go"

. . . .

monday...i shouldn´t have gone up today...

i had a bad feeling in me that monday would be bad...and now i know...

when i came this morning to work, we were only two (2) people working(!!!), and of course alot of people called and wanted cars the same day.

and of course no one rom work called in to say that they was sick or late...


nothing fucking works at this crappy job.

our computers locks up
the internet is way to slow, it´s embarassing!
the phones dosen´t work as they should (they disconnect sometimes)
the headsets are CRAP...

but hey, soon i have lunch...

. . . .

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linx of intrest:

PSP Updates
Hack a Day

"just how deep do you believe?"

"you're keeping in step
in the line
got your chin held high and you feel just fine
'cause you do what you're told
but inside your heart it is black it is hollow and it's cold

just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave enough to see?
do you wanna change it?

what if this all crusade's a charade
and behind it all there's a price to be paid
for the blood which we dine
justified in the name of the holy and the divine

just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave enough to see?
do you wanna change it?

so naive
I keep holding on to what i wanna believe
I can see
but i keep holding on and on and on and on

will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?
will you bite the hand that feeds you? will you stay down on your knees?"

Nine Inch Nails "The Hand That Feeds"

no use for a name

monday again. and i am back from my vacation...didn´t feel at all to go to work today.

i was supposed to start out early today, at 07.45 and end at 15.45, but as always i fuck things up and forget what week it is and i come in at 10.15 (when i thought i was gonna start out)...

while i have been gone another person has quitted here, i had 83 unread mails (deleted 81 of them), and i really really don´t wanna be here.

sure i could always go out and search for a new job, but the thing is that i don´t know what i wanna work with.

my girlfriend thinks i should go back to school, but i know i won´t make it. and i don´t have a clue what to study.

. . . .

i just feel like go away from work and take the train away...where? i don´t know, just away from here.

. . . .

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linx of intrest:

Luke Chueh

i recognise myself today with this Luke Chueh painting, Feeling Blue

Gallery Ninteen Eighty Eight

"i´m a lumberjack and i´m ok..."

! Y A Y !

me grrlfriendo is here with me!! finally after like 5 months of boredom she´s here again! ^_^

. . . .

and still it´s SOOO HOT! especially in the office where i´m working...our air condition dosen´t work properly so we are sitting here and sweating and sweating and sweating...

*gah*

. . . .

haven´t played any CoD in a while now...damn...haven´t played any console or pc game in a while now...double damn...

. . . .

successfully registered my self a domain at dot TK last week...

i have some plans for it, but right now it just transfer you to my guides web page...

"start of commercial break"

if you´re looking for a guide in how to burn Playstation, Playstation 2, XBOX, PC or movie images and you can read swedish this is a guide you might wanna look at.

for direct download please visit 35007 (also known so far as "I can´t be cool - guides")

"end of commercial break"

;- P

. . . .

i wrote earlier that i haven´t played any console or pc game lately...that dosen´t mean that i haven´t played any game at all...he he...

i don´t remember if i said this but i got myself a new mobile phone...

a Sony Ericsson K750i

i got some cool games for it, amongst the games i´ve got that´s worth of mentioning is:

Prince of Persia: Sands of Time (adventure)
Alpha Wing (shoot em´ up)
Arkanoid (classic arkade game)
Asphalt Urban (driving)
Minigolf (self explanatory)
Super Real Tennis (sport...duh!)
XIII (action)

some of these games were made for the SE K700 or other SE phones, but so far most of them have worked really good on it...

i´ve got plenty more that i haven´t tried out yet...

i found Actraiser for the phone even(!!). yes the old Super Nintendo game!! but unfortunately they chipped away the building part of it...if you ask me, the best part of the game...

also the game sound stops every time you swing your sword. but other than that it looks really good!

what?? you wanna get Your hands on these games?? well....go look for them on for example Direct Connect hubb or some bit torrent sites...i grabbed some of my games from The Pirate Bay bit torrent tracker.

. . . .

well, th-th-th-that´s it folks!

end of todays line Dillinger

:-> links of intrest <-:

i posted some linx in my blogg entry today, check them out or check these out...

35007

MegaTokyo - we understand j00

...

F:U:K:K

GOOOOODDD!!!

i´m so fukking stupid!!!

i went up at 06.20 today, ate breakfast and went for work...

then a co-worker noticed we were to many inlogged, we were 5 when we should be 4...

and then i remembered...

that I was supposed to start at 10.15 today!!!!! F U K K K K !! ! !!

i could have slept for atleast 2 more hours!!!

i´m going home...

|- the end is the Dillinger -|

"don´t you forget about me"

...and i thought the weather would be cooler...

what am i talking about?? well let´s backtrack a bit to yesterday...

before i went to the meeting on my job i saw during the day that the gray clouds came in and it was a bit colder, and we all (at my work) thought that this is the end of the warm weather we had here i Gothenburg.

today when i went to work around 07.20 it was about 18 degrees (celcius) outside...no, not that warm actually...

and around 10-11 the sun came back, and it did it with a vengeance...

damn, it´s hot hot hot today!! and it seemes it will continue...

yesterday when i called me grrlfriend i brought her the "bad" news aboot the weather and she didn´t mind, she said it would be nice to come away from the heat where she lives...

babe, i have some "bad" (nah, not really he he) news...the sun is back...

^_^

. . . .

just one (1) day left until she´s here with me again...and damn i got plenty of stuff to do!!

my todo list:

clean the house:

- vacuume
- do the dishes
- change the kitty litter
- move some of the stuff that lies around

cook some food:

- have some meat that needs to be "taken care of"

buy some stuff:

- sparkled water (done)
- vegetables
- some secret shiit (he he, noo i won´t tell ;- P )

. . . .

i don´t have time to sit around no more, gotta get going.

. . . .

---zzz-- end of this message Dillinger ---zzz---

>linx of intrest<

Jag äter er- Strange but cool blogg (in Swedish)

Muterade Super Inteligenta Pumpor - even more strange and more funny blogg (in Swedish too)

MegaTokyo - relax, we understand j00 - really funny webcomic (in English)

^.^

... "Radio/Video" ...

been a while since i last posted something here i know...

been busy with other things like working, working, working and sleeping...

nah, ok. not working all the time but it sure feels like it. we had pretty much calls coming the last month (way too many too). but now it seems like it´s clearing out a bit i hope...

--| NEWS IN SHORT |--
the new law that makes it illegal to download is in effect now in Sweden, am i worried?? nah, not really. the police has said that they have no resources to catch the "pirates".
....
unfortunately i haven´t been able to play so much CoD lately, been too tired after work.
....
my grrlfriend is coming over in the end of this week (yay), and are gonna stay here with me until the 2:nd of september.
....
the summer is really above us now in Sweden, atleast in Gothenburg. yesterday when i looked at the temperature meter when it was at is highest it showed...42.2 C(!!!)...ok, so my temperature meter lies where the sun hits and that helps it of course. but still we are having it pretty warm here.
....
i bought some new stuff for my PC:
NEC ND-3520 DVD Burner
Logitech MX 518 Gaming-Grade Optical Mouse
....
need some more stuff for my PC but that have to wait...

what i need:

new processor (mine is starting to be to slow for new games)
more memory
maybe a new mobo (motherboard)
....
so if anyone feels generous and have this stuff to give away drop me a line with your e-mail adess and i´ll get in touch with you.
....
*sigh*...have to work over tonight, we have a meeting here at the office...*sigh*

i have lot´s to do at home before grrfriendo comes over...
....
a coooool thing is that Candlemass (amongst many cool bands) is gonna play live at the Gothenburg city festival(!!!)

<< line is the end of dillinger >>

::: linx of intrest :::

Göteborgs Kalaset - Gothenburg city festival

emperors new clothes

"damn & why"

that´s how i feel today...

i started yesterday, and it got worse today...

i thought it would go away in the night when i was asleep...but it seems i just fell deeper...

was actually thinking of calling in sick to work today...but i thought that i give it a shot...

i kinda regret it...

i have no idea why i´m feeling this "down".

therefore: "damn & why"

. . . . .

so, what´s up here in the Kah-Loolie world then??

well here´s a snippet of what has happened:

my DVD burner broke down completely

i bought a new computer mouse (that improved my gaming ALOT, btw. it´s a Logitech MX518 and i can really recomend it)

i bought a new mobile phone (SonyEricsson k750i) - damn i´m addicted to that Arkanoid game i downloaded to my phone.

it´s june and the "summer" is supposed to be here now...but i can´t see it...it´s been kinda bad weather here i Gothenburg...

my mom went on a quick trip to the northen parts of Sweden and bought Surströmming (that´s a special fish that is popular in the northenparts), so soooon we´ll have a family gathering and eat (yummy!!).

i played a tournament on Swedish Meatballs...it wasn´t a regular tourny, it was just for fun.

the team i was in sG>> didn´t got that far, but we did our best and i´m happy. it was alot of fun! and we are gonna have the next tourny 26/6 i think it was...

i saw pink flamingos this weekend (in Slottsskogen in case you were wondering), i saw Kiwi birds too...cute! ^_^

. . . . .

well...for now i don´t know what to write here anymore...


-(-( End of the line Dillinger )-)-

"why does it always rain on me" / "street spirit"

ARRGGGHH!!!

i´m gettting fucking mad here!!

i got an e-mail from my boss a couple of days ago (in swedish, but i´ll try to translate to english further down):

"Vi har alldeles för mycket köer, vi tappar alldeles för många samtal och vi måste öka antalet besvarade samtal per person omedelbart.

Det finns tusen anledningar till allting som teknikstrul sjukdom osv men det spelar fan ingen roll vi måste få bättre fart.

Samtalstiderna är ok men tiderna mellan varje samtal är det inte, om det är kö så går det inte att sitta med en request eller liknande saker, lägg eländet på hög och ta nästa samtal, köer på 3,4,5 minuter är inte ok.

Vi måste få upp effektiviteten nu, om annat blir lidande så får vi lösa det efterhand (tar gärna emot förslag), men från nu:

TA NÄSTA SAMTAL!!! Är det kö så skit i allt annat!!!"

in english:

"We have way to long queues, were losing to much calls and we have to rise the number of answered calls on each person.

There are a thousand reasons for anything like technique failure sickness
and so on, but that dosen´t fucking matter we have to raise the speed.

The conversation times are ok but the times between each call is not, if it is queue you can´t sit with a request or similar things, put the damn thing on a pile and take the next call, queues that are on 3,4,5 minutes are not ok.

We have to get the effectivity up now, all else will be suffering so we have to fix that afterwards (i will gladly take suggestions) but from now on:

TAKE THE NEXT CALL!!! Is it queue so fuck anything else!!!"


and then our so called "Supervisor" sen out an e-mail (first swedish then english):

"Ledningen har under de senaste veckorna bevakat våra prestationer och vår verksamhet och kommit fram till att vi har på tok för långa köer och väntetider!

Jämförelsevis med det som har presterats av de "gamla" ligger vi hästlängder efter.

Nu köper de inte ens argumentet om att vi är för få, för då vi startade var vi bara 19 och nu är vi några fler men kötiderna har inte minskat i förhållande till hur många vi är som svarar och hur många det är som ringer.

Våran ledning "knorrar" nu. (Våran chef försöker nu poängtera allt strul med datorer och telefoner som vi har haft de senaste veckorna..."

in english:

"The executives have under the last few weeks watched our performance and came to that we have far to long queues and waiting lines!

Compared to what the "old place" achieved we are miles after.

Now they won´t buy the argument that we are to few, because when we started we was only 19 and now we are a couple more but the queue times haven´t decreased in proportion to how many we are now and how many that are calling.

Our executives are complaining now. (our boss is trying to point out all the trouble had with the computers and the phones the last weeks..."


Then the same person wrote in a another e-mail (and first in swedish and then english):

"Kunder kommer att bli lidande, men det får vi ta i efterhand och försöka på bästa sätt "plåstra över" med ett gott humör eller nåt."

in english:

"Customers will be suffering, but we´ll have to take that at a later time and take "care of it" with good mood or something."

....

This is fucking crazy!!! WE ARE DOING OUR BEST HERE!! And the "old place" that is mentioned in the letter is where they had their call center earlier, and they had been working there for 14 FUCKING YEARS, and we have been working for 6 months!!

To add more to the fire:

They, on the "old place", got a proper education of 6 months BEFORE they started taking calls!

We, on the "new place", didin´t get a proper education at all! All we got was a training on a old booking system that wasn´t updated AT ALL since like 1998 or earlier!! We sat with that system for like 1 ½ month and then we started to take calls.

How the HELL CAN THEY EVEN THINK IN THAT WAY!! What the fuck!! Are they fucking morons!!!!

It´s like comparing night and day!

And taking "care of it" with good mood or something!! What the fuck is up with that?? Our customers won´t settle with good mood or something!!

This is so fucking stupid!! As you all can tell i´m pretty angry here. And with all right as i see it.

As i wrote earlier we NEVER got a proper education and we are compared to people that first of all got a education and then have been working with this for 14 years!!

....

other things that has been happening?? well not much...

i nowadays rarely find time to play CoD online (i´m too tired after work).

i missed out on the laundry day i had booked like 2 weekends ago so had to book a new one...

i saw the movie "The Jacket" a couple of days ago...strange movie, but not that bad, just a wierd ending...gotta see it again to grasp it.

summertime is creeping closer and closer...feels nice...

but what dosen´t feel that nice is that i haven´t met my friends in a while...miss going out and having fun. gotta call them more often.

....

~~~ end of the tired lines dillinger ~~~

no links of intrest today, sorry.

"down in a hole"

today when i came to work i was feeling fine, Kent (a Swedish pop band) was gonna play live today and i was thinking of going there.

first call:

"-hi, i was wondering if it possible to deliver a car in great britain?"

"-witch day?"

"-this sunday, the 15:th"

"-well, that can be a bit of a hassle since we need to make the car reservation on request"

"-ok, and how long does that take before they answer it?"

"-up to three work days"

"-can´t you call them now?"

"-i can try, but i can´t promise anything"

....

and so i tried to call the station, no answer, and and while i was trying to reach them other people called and asked about deliverys and meet late arrivals at other impossible (well nearly) stations...

but after ALOT of work i finally got everything sorted (unusual)...

until that guy called me from Italy...*sigh*

i´m not gonna go through the whole thing but just so you´ll get the idea:

he had rented a car in Italy and then drove a couple of miles (10+ actually) to the place he wanted to go and stopped there cause the car had some really wierd noices from the clutch. he thought it would break down any minute.

so he wanted a new car and he wouldn´t go back to the station where he rented it cause he didn´t wanna drive there with that car (understandable) so he had asked the station manager if there was any station close by where he could get another car from.

there was one station, but they didn´t had that particular car size he had rented, BUT they had smaller cars that he could borrow and go back to the original station and there get the new car.

but nooo, that´s not good enough!! he wanted the car delivered to him (10+ miles!!!) NO FUCKING WAY is that possible for us! not in a such short notice.

we (the company i work for) said that he could take a taxi to the nearest station and take the car from there and we would stand for the cost of the taxi ride, BUT ONLY to the nearest station.

nope that´s not good enough either.


so i hassled, and worked, and called Italy and the Swedish HQ about how we where supposed to manage this situation...i wasted about 3 hours on him, and that´s NOT even MY JOB!!! i´m not supposed to do such things!!

my job is to make reservations, not be a freakin´ help service of somekind!!

i have no idea how it worked out for him cause i said to him that i had given him the choices we (the company) could offer him, and if that´s not good enough, well there´s not much i can do.

....

by this was over i was hungry and i was late for lunch, and i wasn´t in the mood for seeing Kent live anymore.

the day went on and 5 mins. before i was cloing down i got another customer that was a bit of a struggle to get trough...in the end i ended 20 mins. after i was supposed to...

*sigh*

....

yesterday i was gonna burn out some stuff i have on my harddrive. i made folders and everything and made it ready for burning.

put in a empty DVD disc and was gonna start burn when my burning program asked me to put in a empty DVD disc...i thought that the disc was empty so i just put in another one...nope didn´t work.

i tried with another burning program...no luck...

now apparently the burner had gone FUBAR completely.

so there goes a couple of hundred swedish krons for a new one...

....

and on top of this i haven´t been able to play any online CoD with me mates the Swedish Meatballs.

i haven´t got the time to play almost any game this week. have been to tired when i come home from work.

somedays i have even been to tired to fix dinner.

....

well, now i´m gonna watch some tv or play some CoD or whatever...

see ya!

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links of intrest:

Swedish Meatballs CoD clan. join and have some fun while playing CoD!

Twixxx

the P-Floyd concert kicked assss!!!

i´m gonna get some pix up soon.

sorry for not writing here in a while...

..."all we need is a little patience"...


<><><> End Of The Line(s) Dillinger <><><>

Yeeehaaaa!!

"Tonight there’s gonna be a jailbreak
Somewhere in this town
See me and the boys we don’t like it
So were getting up and going down

Hiding low looking right to left
If you see us coming I think it’s best
To move away do you hear what I say
From under my breath

Tonight there’s gonna be a jailbreak
Somewhere in the town
Tonight there’s gonna be a jailbreak
So don’t you be around

Don’t you be around

Tonight there’s gonna be trouble
Some of us won’t survive
See the boys and me mean business
Bustin’ out dead or alive

I can hear the hound dogs on my trail
All hell breaks loose, alarm and sirens wail
Like the game if you lose
Go to jail

Tonight there’s gonna be a jailbreak
Somewhere in the town
Tonight there’s gonna be a jailbreak
So don’t you be around

Tonight there’s gonna trouble
I’m gonna find myself in
Tonight there’s gonna be a jailbreak
So woman stay with a friend

You know it’s safer

Breakout!

Tonight there’s gonna be a breakout
Into the city zones
Don’t you dare to try and stop us
No one could for long

Searchlight on my trail
Tonight’s the night all systems fail
Hey you good lookin’ female
Come here!

Tonight there’s gonna be a jailbreak
Somewhere in the town
Tonight there’s gonna be a jailbreak
So don’t you be around

Tonight there’s gonna be trouble
I’m gonna find myself in
Tonight there’s gonna be trouble
So woman stay with a friend"

Thin Lizzy - Jailbreak

Tomorrow i´m gonna go see P-Floyd setting up their version of The Wall!!! YEEEEAAAAAHH!!!

Fuckin´ yeeeah!

"twinkle twinkle little star..."

he he, kinda stupid topic i know...

but a star twinkled above me and helped me out with the locked sim card (read this post)...

what the h*ll, do you mean you´re thinking now...

as i wrote in the old post i was sure i had the old papers with the codes in my storage room...that was my twinkling star...

i cleaned the house today and then went to search in my basement for the papers.

i dived in my boxes and starting to look, i had a pretty good idea where i had put it so i kinda knew where to look.

and there in it´s all glory it was, the 10+ old papers(!!!)

i rushed back to my apartment and turned on the cell phone and punched in the original PUK code and made a new sim code....

and it WORKED!!!! YEEESSS!! now i finally have access to my old sms messages again, quickly i took away the pink card check for that sim card if i wanted to go back in there.

....

so how is it with the grrlfriend??

she´s fine, she is still a bit sick, but she went to the doctor and he wanted to take a blood sample to really find out what it is.

but he didn´t think it was something dangerous.

ok, i don´t have time to write more now.

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links of intrest:

Lemon - One of the best Commodore 64 sites out there

if my baby would go away...

You kill for
revenge.
That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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"f-fu-fuc-fuck-fuck!"

damn, why have life turned this way for???

it started with my girlfriend going to Sinai desert and got sick. she still dosen´t know what´s wrong, but she´s going to a doctor today.

then my life hit the shitty fan...

my cell phone won´t let me send messages to her, it used to work perfectly but now all of a sudden it has fucked up.

i called up the company i have my subscription with and they sent me a new sim card to see if that was the problem.

it wasn´t...

2 days ago i sat down to change sim card, and transfer the phonebook and old messages from the old sim card to the new one.

the phonebook went smoothly, but when i changed sim card again to start transferring the messages i forgot what sim card i had in the phone and punched in the wrong PIN code 3 times, and then the sim card (old one) was locked...

i went to one of the company stores this company has and asked them if they could help me...and here is one mystery..

she punched in the PUK code (a long code that lockes up if the sim code has been locked), and the phone asked me to punch in a new code, so i did.

but when i pressed in the code the second time it just said "Wrong code"(!!!)

they had no idea how that would be like that...

i asked them if maybe they have the old PUK code for the old sim card somewhere in their systems. they didn´t...

i´m pretty sure i still have the old papers with the PUK code somewhere in my basement, but i don´t know where(!!!)

so this weekend i´m going to dedicate to cleaning and looking for those damn papers.

for these last couple of weeks (like 2 or 3 weeks now) i have been eating alot of pasta for lunch and for dinner.

and now i have a lump in my throat that irritates me, it feels like i haven´t been able to swallow something right down. and for some days ago i felt a pain in my chest.

i think it´s because of that i have been eating too much pasta lately...??

the problem was just that i had no idea what to make for dinner or for lunch.

some days i end work late and don´t feel like going shopping for food, even though i sometimes must.

at the store i don´t know what to buy and so i just think that pasta and some meatballs or something else will do fine...

when i come home i am usually very tired and i don´t feel like starting to make dinner or lunch.

so i just take some pasta and fry something to that...

.....

but from today i´m gonna try to eat more diffrent...

i bought a salad today, nope it´s not pasta salad , it´s greek salad...

well, gotta work some now.

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"Why does it always rain on me?"

tuesday and i´m back at work...

feeling a bit depressed. why??

well it started this weekend when my girlfriend went to the doctor to find out why she was feeling so weak and had bruises...

the doctor said it might be a parasite in her that came from the visit in the Sinai desert.

on saturday (or was it sunday??) she called me and she was really weak, and she said she was going to sleep and i was really worried about her. i didn´t want her to sleep alone. but she didn´t have a choice.

i was became worried and depressed on sunday night, i felt that i couldn´t go to work at all.

on monday morning i felt a bit better, but still decided to stay at home. i wanted to be able to call my girlfriend and hear her voice to hear that she´s ok.

she called me up on monday afternoon and she was feeling alot better, but i was still depressed because i also had some bad dreams.

monday night the bad dreams came back...

the dream isn´t like the regular nightmare, it´s more like...i don´t know how to explain so i´ll just explain my dream.

but before i do that i have to give a bit of background to you readers.

....

before i started this work i´m at now i was working in a kiosk, you know a little store that sells beverages, magazines, candy, buss tickets...and so on. this kiosk company has alot of stores here in Sweden.

i had been in that company for almost 3 years and i liked my job. i had been working in many diffrent stores around Gothenburg.

and one day the cheifs decided to make the companies into franchises.

so i had to move around from store to store, it became harder and harder for me to find work. many of my old co-workers quitted for other jobs, but after some time i found a store that wasn´t on franchise, and it was undecided when it was supposed to go out on the franchise thing.

i had such luck there since some of my old co-workers was working there, and i was starting to enjoy the place.

and one day comes this bitch (and i really do mean bitch) and saying that she is gonna take over the store.

i have heard some rumors about her, but i decided not to listen to them (witch i would regret later) and signed a contract with her.

almost directly after she took over the problems started, she changed the routines without saying anything to us workers(!!)

she started to complain about me, how i did this wrong and how i did that wrong...when i all i tried to do was to make things right as i have learned over the years.

and one day after about 1 or 2 months she called me into her office and she accused me of stealing(!!!!!) and fired me.

i don´t have to say that i was of course innocent, but she said she had evidence.

and if i would talk to the union she would drag me into court.

she said that if i didn´t say anything she wouldn´t say anything to anyone.

after a mess of papers (with the union to get un-employment funding) and with the un-employment office i finally got free from her.

2 weeks after this incident a old co-worker called me up and asked me what the hell was going on. she had talked to her boss and that person had been in a meeting with other franchise owners and amongst other the bitch was there and she told the other bosses what happened(!!!)

....

i still feel very bad about what happened, and i really really hope that all the store she has will burn in hell!!

yes i do mean hell! i HATE her, i din´t think there is anyone else on this planet i hate as much as her...well my aunt i hate too...

i have been planning on getting back on her, but i have no idea (yet)...

everyday when i go to work i see that god damned store and i´m reminded of the time...

....

anyway, back to the dream.

i dreamt that i was back in the store working, worrying when she would come and complain that i did everything wrong according to her.

i know i shouldn´t let this get to me, but sometimes it does, and it wakes up bad memories.

i had been working there for over 3 years!

"why didn´t you go to the court with this then??" you might wonder. it decided not to cause i just wanted to lay it all behind me.

move on.

the time when i tried to get the papers straight (to get un-employment funding) i had to go to her to get some papers signed by her, and that made me feel really bad.

so i thought that i wouldn´t have the energy to go through it in court.

yes, i do sometimes regret i never did, but i try to let it go. it´s in the past now.

....

but amongst this sad story is a happy story(!!)

i found a cool Call of Duty modification. it´s called German Front Mod.

it contains new maps, new sounds to the weapons, modifications to the weapons and so on...

it is awesome! i´ve been playing it for 3 days now. sure it has some bugs in it, but still it is very playable!

i really recommend it to you all CoD fans! OBS!! you need the United Offensive expansion pack to play this mod.

end of line Dillinger

links of intrest:

CoD: German Front Mod

"Nachoun meod" (spelled right??)

damn right...that´s what today´s topic means in hebrew.

damn right i´m gonna keep on keeping on!

"keep on keeping on" with what?? you might wonder...well Battle Field Europe of course! i have been promoted from Pte (Private) to LcCl (Lance corporal, above private first class and below corporal).

i was thinking of giving the whole idea up after one fight, because of that "hellish" teen on my team. but today when i went in on the forums and saw that i had been promoted i felt the strength come back to me and i felt that i´m gonna show him wrong!

Sir, Yes Sir! *lol*

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well, i´m off to the bed now, it´s late and i´m starting out little earlier than today.

and tomorrow i´m gonna buy tickets for Brant Björk when he´s playing at Sticky Fingers(!!!)

YES you´ve read right!! Brant fucking Björk is coming to play in Gothenburg on wednesday the 13:th twothousand and fuckingfiveeeeee!! Hell yeah!!

I also saw today that Isis is gonna come to Gothenburg too!! Awesome!!

and, damn i need a haircut! ^_^

^.^ end of line Dillingero ^.^

linx of intrest:

no, didn´t had time today to find any, sorry!

Kexchoklad

weekend...

it´s saturday and i´m sitting alone (well, that´s if you count out my cat (the Kah-Loolie Kathan)) and i bored.

i don´t know if i wanna watch a movie or if i´m gonna play a game or wtf. i´m gonna do right now.

my girlfriend decided to go to the sinai desert for a couple of days. the way she describes the place it sounds cool. i wanna go there too!

she said where going there next time i´m going down to her, i gonna hold her to that ^.^

been doing today? except fiddling about with the computer and CoD (as always)...well, not much i guess.

i saw Friday and CB4 last night, 2 gangsta comedys.

i´ll post the links to IMDB (Internet Movie DataBase) site in "links of intrest" if you wanna read what they are about.

i can promise you that they are funny and cool.

what else, what else...

i went online to play a bit of Battle For Europe (CoD) today. but i got so sick of a stupid moron that was on my team that complained all the time of how i was playing so left after like 1 hour or less.

he was like "- keep your head down!! oooh...*deep sigh* (like "you are a stupid moron sigh")

wtf. is up with that?? we had to get rid of our enemies so i went forward, and threw a couple of grenades and hoping to get one or 2 of them, and that guy is complaining all the time!!

stupid idiot, who the f*ck does he think he is??

anyway so i got sick of that and i don´t know if i´ll play again, just because of that moron!

i could change side, currently i´m on the "Allied" side, and there is a "Axis" side too.

but for now, i think i´ll stick with Meatballs clan, they are really nice ppl. that don´t complain on your gaming style.

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i wanna go somewhere!!!

i wanna go to (in no special order except "My girlfriend" that is in the top because i wanna go to her the most):

My girlfriend
Japan
Israel
USA
Canada
Mexico
Hawaii
Iceland
Greenland
Cuba
India
Roskilde festival
New Zealand
Australia
Neapel
Italy
Greece
Brussels
Amsterdam
Maui
Schweiz
Atlantis (i know it dosen´t exist, but it would be cool if it would)
Skellefteå (my home town)
Moon
Sälen (ski resort in Sweden)
Hemavan/Tärnaby (ski resorts in Sweden)
...and many other places...i just can´t figure out their names right now...

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i forgot to to write a really strange thing, my ending quote "End of line Dillinger" is from the movie Tron, i use it because i think it´s better than "To be continued" or "The end" or something else...aaanyway, so i watched the movie a couple of weeks ago on DVD.

and i the end of the movie the "evil" computer "says"/writes "End of line Dillinger", but in this version it never did(!!!)

wtf. is up with that?!!? "End of line Dillinger" made a really big impression on me when i was a kid and saw it for the first couple of times, and now all of a sudden it´s not there anymore...wierd, very very wierd.

Well, that´s all folks! now i´m off to watch the second movie (Next Friday) in the Friday trilogy.

End of line tonight Dillinger

Links of intrest:

Friday
Next Friday
Friday after next
CB4
Tron

ps. wanna see a picture of me? sure no problem!
yes, that´s the Kah-Loolie Kathan in my hand. he´s more black/white, but i haven´t fixed that yet...yeah i know laazzy...

"Miranda, that ghost just isn't holy anymore"

i´m baack!

what can i say, i´m sorry that i haven´t updated the blog for a *cough cough*...couple of days...

i have been very busy with work since our phone system went crazy and connected way too many people, and it went down.

at home i have been busy signing up for Battle For Europe ( Battle for Europe/Call of duty ) and training with the mates from The Swedish Meatballs ( Swedish Meatballs CoD clan ).

but like 3 days ago something happened...my TS (teamspeak, the system i use to communicate with the mates at Meatballs during CoD games) went crazy and couldn´t connect me, and for the last 2 days i haven´t been able to connect to the Swedish Meatballs Server.

in other words, i haven´t been able to play CoD online since like 2 days ago(!!!)...*sigh*...

i have no idea what is wrong with the TS and CoD.

maybe it´s just the server the games are on is offline when i try to connect or maybe it´s just my usual luck...

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what else has happened?

well, i got 2 lottery tickets from my mom for easter present...i wont 50 SEK (Swedish Krona)!! yay!! i usually never win anything at those damn lottery tickets!

what else...hmm, well the spring is here i Gothenburg. some days it´s nice and warm (like +15 Celsius or more). so that´s really nice.

i misscalculated my bills this month so i don´t have that much money to live off as i thought i would have.

the P-Floyd concert is coming closer every day(!!)...in case i haven´t mentioned it, P-Floyd is a swedish Pink Floyd cover band that are really good!

they will set up The Wallin Stockholm in may...i´m going there to see it in the first weekend of may (7:th of may).

i talked to a friend that has seen this show and he said that i won´t be disappointed. *excited*

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what else...what else...oh yeah!

i discovered a new cooool band!

they are called The Mars Volta, they just released their new album "Frances The Mute". i can really really really recomend it! it´s an awesome album.

if you like Led Zeppelin i think you will like them.

they have released a video and a single for their great song "The Widow".

i got the title of this blog post from one of their songs.

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well, don´t know what to write so i´ll post some cool links...

The Comatorium 3.0 <<-- A cool The Mars Volta fan page.

Nice comic strip in swedish, this guy is just like me ^.^

Pfrrrrth! Some funny comics about Anti-Piracy in sweden.

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End of line Dillinger

links of intrest:

see above for links...