Sunday, May 20, 2007

3.3 - Wierd dreams III

Last night I had another weird dream again...this time i dreamt that I for some unknown reason went to a place where women sell sex for money (the word "prostitute" don't feel right to use since I got the feeling they had more class).

I started talking to a girl that worked over there and I felt she was really special and after a while we started talking about dating. She wasn't really up for it in the beginning so I came back to talk to her again and after some time she agreed and after a while we became a couple.

But some of her "friends" (?) (her "boss" and his goons maybe? I don't know who they were), weren't that happy about it and started chasing me when they saw me. In my dream I was living in Gothenburg (as I do in real life) but this Gothenburg looked different, more dirty and darker...but maybe it was because I was in those parts of the town.

Every time they chased me I managed to get away, and every time I got to spend time with my girlfriend (in the dream that is) I was happy.

I remember her as really beautiful. The strongest image I have of her was when I talked to her the first time. She had long brown (maybe dark red hair), a black dress, she maybe had a black corset and black high heeled shoes (may have been boots).

I hope to be able to return to her...

. . . .

But I can't help wondering what this dream means? It has been over 1½ years since me and my e.x. girlfriend broke up, I was dating a girl a while ago but nothing happened there. And now this girl at work has caught me in her vision, and last Friday I asked her out but she had plans, so we'll see if that will lead to anything. I sure hope so.

That girl at work is really really beautiful, her eyes, her face...mmm...


Anyway, I hate to be single. Every day I dream of having a girlfriend...when I was with Daniela she wasn't only my girlfriend she was also my best friend. I felt for the first time that I could tell her ANYTHING. And that is the first time i felt I could tell anything to someone.

And of course I miss the love. You know, the kissing, hugging, to be near each other, in bed cosying...and of course I miss the sex. I haven't had sex with anyone since the break up...

It's not that I'm desperate to have sex, but yes I miss it a lot.


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