"thank god it´s friday"

I don’t know about you ppl. but I sometimes think back of stuff I want to change in my past. What if you could travel back in time and change stuff…

You could ONLY change stuff that was about your life, you couldn’t change anything about someone else’s life.

I tend to think about this a lot…last time was yesterday morning when I was in the bathroom doing what I do there. I usually spend a lot of time in there, so I have often time to think. ^_^

Anyway, so there I was thinking about stuff I want to change if I had the chance…some of the stuff I think I want to change is the fear I had for going to the dentist when I was younger. It caused some problems for my mom and of course for myself.

I want to change that I didn’t study that good when I was in school…

But if I would have changed any of that where would I have been now?? I probably wouldn’t have been living here in Gothenburg…and if I wasn’t in Gothenburg I probably wouldn’t have met my grrlfriend…!! =´(

And that I DO NOT WANT TO CHANGE! I love my grrlfriend and I want to spend my life with her, so don’t think anything else of that!

But it’s just that I have my “demons” inside me that haunt my mind. With “demons” I mean stuff I said or done that I wish I could have done differently. Sometimes these “demons” come and I feel so stupid for saying “this” or doing “that”…you maybe know what I mean…?

And it’s those “demons” I wish to take away…other stuff I would like to change is the fact I wasn’t that tuff when I was younger, I allowed ppl. to bully me. I didn’t stand up for myself and kicked their asses (well, at least tried) instead of mine…


What would you change??

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Yesterday Maria, a co-worker, had her last day at work…damn, it feels strange that she’s not around no more. She was a lot of fun, and she helped me out a lot. We had pretty much the same stupid humour so we had some good laughs.

I’m gonna miss her.

Now we have lost four (4) people here…

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I really have to recommend the PC/XBOX/Playstation 2 game Fahrenheit or as it is called here in Europe, Indigo Prophecy. It is a really cool game, you control the person who murdered a guy in the toilets AND you also control the police officers that are trying to find out who did it.

Only thing I dislike about this game is the controls, sometimes the camera angle is kinda weird and that makes it even harder to control the person sometimes…

But it’s definitely worth checking out!

Another game that’s gonna kick some ass is F.E.A.R.. I tried out a single player demo of it, and it was really cool! But scary…so if you don’t like scary action packed intense game …stay away from this one…

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And for my "story"...I am working on it...

And today i´m going to a party *yay* ... and tomorrow a friend of mine has asked me to come and party with him *yay* ...but i don´t know if i can handle it...


i´m sooo tired, i just wanna sleep for a week or something...

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^_^ End of lajn Dillinger ^.^

links of interest:

Are you touched? - i found this very touching story about a guy and his wife, in a blog when i was surfing.