2.1

Today i got to think that it's been over 1 year since i was in Israel (see my blog Jump to Lightspeed for more info). This time a year ago i was in Eilat and had a good time...

I was together with Daniela and we were still a couple and at home the Loolie Kathan was waiting for me.


One year...it hasn't been a good year since i left Israel. When i came home Daniela wanted to take a break (witch usually means "i want to break up") and my friend (the Loolie Kathan) since over 20 years back went away.


I dated a girl a couple of weeks ago, i thought i had moved on and got over Daniela, but i now know that i haven't. When i was with Daniela i had the best time in my life. She made me more confident and sure of my self, she made me happy...
When we called each other we could talk easily for about 40-50 mins. (we used to call each other around 3-5 times a week), but nowadays we hardly speak at all. If i'm lucky we talk for about 5-10 mins. 1-2 times a week.

I miss so much the times we used to have, i miss her...she is the best girlfriend i ever had...

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Recently i have been starting to think really much if i am gonna go back to studies again. I need to get away from this crappy job i have now. I won't go anywhere with this job, it feels like I'm running in circles.

I HAVE TO GET AWAY FROM THIS SHIT!

I want to be a photographer, not like a photographer who takes cheesy pictures of weddings and that crap, no i dream more of being a rock concert photographer or be in the front line taking photos of war, happiness, poverty and stuff like that.

The thing is that if i'm gonna go study i want to concentrate on that full time, and i don't want a part-time job. I think this might be a bit difficult but i have to check if i can take a student loan and how much i have to pay back and all that around it...

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And at the gaming side of life i haven't been gaming that much, well i'm still stuck in Final Fantasy VI Advance, and recently i have been addicted to Underground Pool (in europe it's called Actua Pool). IGN gave it a really bad review points and sure it's not a very good game, but if you look beyond that and you're bored when you're at the loo it's working.

I have downloaded some other games i'm gonna try out, but i just need the right motivation...and time of course.

Last weekend i installed Call of Duty 2 (CoD 2) again, but my old-new graphics card (i don't know the name right now) can't handle all the fun graphics (like smoke and stuff) that good so sometimes it lags a bit. But still it's good to be back.

I have also checked with the CoD clan i used to game with if they are still active and it seems so, so maybe i'll throw myself out there in the online gaming once again.


It wouldn't hurt to have a more powerful computer and grapichs card...but right now i can't afford the 8-9000 skr i need to buy me a new PC.

:-(

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As i wrote in my previous post (2.0) i was going to a Cult of Luna concert and hopefully Eagles of Death Metal.

Cult of Luna concert was AWESOME! They were as good as i hoped them to be. I have some photos i took at home, i'll see if i can get my ass up and upload them somewhere...

Before the concert i talked to two guys at the bar, at first they seemed like two cool guys with a foot in the music business, but after a while i just noticed that they were talking shit...here some examples:

"- Last time we played on Rock am Ring we were set up to play on the smallest stage at a pretty bad time. But after a while we got to know that the band that was going to play between HIM and Slipknot cancelled so we got to go up between HIM and Slipknot on the largest stage. We went from the smallest stage to the biggest between those bands."

Suuure you got play between HIM and Slipknot, and suuure you got promoted from the smallest stage to the biggest...

And here's the worst:

"- You know who Max Cavalera is right?" (One of the guys asked me)
"- Of course."
"- Like 3 years ago i sent him a demo CD, and last week he called me and said that he could produce my album if put down a guitar solo on his new album..."

Yeah riiight, Max Cavalera called you...here i felt i had to get away and luckily some guy came and started to talk to them so i could sneak away.


I never went to Eagles of Death Metal in the end, i thought a friend of mine would hopefully fix something so we could get in, but she never did.

And next friday (the 16:th) i The Kristet Utseende to go to...

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