"twinkle twinkle little star..."

he he, kinda stupid topic i know...

but a star twinkled above me and helped me out with the locked sim card (read this post)...

what the h*ll, do you mean you´re thinking now...

as i wrote in the old post i was sure i had the old papers with the codes in my storage room...that was my twinkling star...

i cleaned the house today and then went to search in my basement for the papers.

i dived in my boxes and starting to look, i had a pretty good idea where i had put it so i kinda knew where to look.

and there in it´s all glory it was, the 10+ old papers(!!!)

i rushed back to my apartment and turned on the cell phone and punched in the original PUK code and made a new sim code....

and it WORKED!!!! YEEESSS!! now i finally have access to my old sms messages again, quickly i took away the pink card check for that sim card if i wanted to go back in there.

....

so how is it with the grrlfriend??

she´s fine, she is still a bit sick, but she went to the doctor and he wanted to take a blood sample to really find out what it is.

but he didn´t think it was something dangerous.

ok, i don´t have time to write more now.

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Lemon - One of the best Commodore 64 sites out there

if my baby would go away...

You kill for
revenge.
That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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"f-fu-fuc-fuck-fuck!"

damn, why have life turned this way for???

it started with my girlfriend going to Sinai desert and got sick. she still dosen´t know what´s wrong, but she´s going to a doctor today.

then my life hit the shitty fan...

my cell phone won´t let me send messages to her, it used to work perfectly but now all of a sudden it has fucked up.

i called up the company i have my subscription with and they sent me a new sim card to see if that was the problem.

it wasn´t...

2 days ago i sat down to change sim card, and transfer the phonebook and old messages from the old sim card to the new one.

the phonebook went smoothly, but when i changed sim card again to start transferring the messages i forgot what sim card i had in the phone and punched in the wrong PIN code 3 times, and then the sim card (old one) was locked...

i went to one of the company stores this company has and asked them if they could help me...and here is one mystery..

she punched in the PUK code (a long code that lockes up if the sim code has been locked), and the phone asked me to punch in a new code, so i did.

but when i pressed in the code the second time it just said "Wrong code"(!!!)

they had no idea how that would be like that...

i asked them if maybe they have the old PUK code for the old sim card somewhere in their systems. they didn´t...

i´m pretty sure i still have the old papers with the PUK code somewhere in my basement, but i don´t know where(!!!)

so this weekend i´m going to dedicate to cleaning and looking for those damn papers.

for these last couple of weeks (like 2 or 3 weeks now) i have been eating alot of pasta for lunch and for dinner.

and now i have a lump in my throat that irritates me, it feels like i haven´t been able to swallow something right down. and for some days ago i felt a pain in my chest.

i think it´s because of that i have been eating too much pasta lately...??

the problem was just that i had no idea what to make for dinner or for lunch.

some days i end work late and don´t feel like going shopping for food, even though i sometimes must.

at the store i don´t know what to buy and so i just think that pasta and some meatballs or something else will do fine...

when i come home i am usually very tired and i don´t feel like starting to make dinner or lunch.

so i just take some pasta and fry something to that...

.....

but from today i´m gonna try to eat more diffrent...

i bought a salad today, nope it´s not pasta salad , it´s greek salad...

well, gotta work some now.

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"Why does it always rain on me?"

tuesday and i´m back at work...

feeling a bit depressed. why??

well it started this weekend when my girlfriend went to the doctor to find out why she was feeling so weak and had bruises...

the doctor said it might be a parasite in her that came from the visit in the Sinai desert.

on saturday (or was it sunday??) she called me and she was really weak, and she said she was going to sleep and i was really worried about her. i didn´t want her to sleep alone. but she didn´t have a choice.

i was became worried and depressed on sunday night, i felt that i couldn´t go to work at all.

on monday morning i felt a bit better, but still decided to stay at home. i wanted to be able to call my girlfriend and hear her voice to hear that she´s ok.

she called me up on monday afternoon and she was feeling alot better, but i was still depressed because i also had some bad dreams.

monday night the bad dreams came back...

the dream isn´t like the regular nightmare, it´s more like...i don´t know how to explain so i´ll just explain my dream.

but before i do that i have to give a bit of background to you readers.

....

before i started this work i´m at now i was working in a kiosk, you know a little store that sells beverages, magazines, candy, buss tickets...and so on. this kiosk company has alot of stores here in Sweden.

i had been in that company for almost 3 years and i liked my job. i had been working in many diffrent stores around Gothenburg.

and one day the cheifs decided to make the companies into franchises.

so i had to move around from store to store, it became harder and harder for me to find work. many of my old co-workers quitted for other jobs, but after some time i found a store that wasn´t on franchise, and it was undecided when it was supposed to go out on the franchise thing.

i had such luck there since some of my old co-workers was working there, and i was starting to enjoy the place.

and one day comes this bitch (and i really do mean bitch) and saying that she is gonna take over the store.

i have heard some rumors about her, but i decided not to listen to them (witch i would regret later) and signed a contract with her.

almost directly after she took over the problems started, she changed the routines without saying anything to us workers(!!)

she started to complain about me, how i did this wrong and how i did that wrong...when i all i tried to do was to make things right as i have learned over the years.

and one day after about 1 or 2 months she called me into her office and she accused me of stealing(!!!!!) and fired me.

i don´t have to say that i was of course innocent, but she said she had evidence.

and if i would talk to the union she would drag me into court.

she said that if i didn´t say anything she wouldn´t say anything to anyone.

after a mess of papers (with the union to get un-employment funding) and with the un-employment office i finally got free from her.

2 weeks after this incident a old co-worker called me up and asked me what the hell was going on. she had talked to her boss and that person had been in a meeting with other franchise owners and amongst other the bitch was there and she told the other bosses what happened(!!!)

....

i still feel very bad about what happened, and i really really hope that all the store she has will burn in hell!!

yes i do mean hell! i HATE her, i din´t think there is anyone else on this planet i hate as much as her...well my aunt i hate too...

i have been planning on getting back on her, but i have no idea (yet)...

everyday when i go to work i see that god damned store and i´m reminded of the time...

....

anyway, back to the dream.

i dreamt that i was back in the store working, worrying when she would come and complain that i did everything wrong according to her.

i know i shouldn´t let this get to me, but sometimes it does, and it wakes up bad memories.

i had been working there for over 3 years!

"why didn´t you go to the court with this then??" you might wonder. it decided not to cause i just wanted to lay it all behind me.

move on.

the time when i tried to get the papers straight (to get un-employment funding) i had to go to her to get some papers signed by her, and that made me feel really bad.

so i thought that i wouldn´t have the energy to go through it in court.

yes, i do sometimes regret i never did, but i try to let it go. it´s in the past now.

....

but amongst this sad story is a happy story(!!)

i found a cool Call of Duty modification. it´s called German Front Mod.

it contains new maps, new sounds to the weapons, modifications to the weapons and so on...

it is awesome! i´ve been playing it for 3 days now. sure it has some bugs in it, but still it is very playable!

i really recommend it to you all CoD fans! OBS!! you need the United Offensive expansion pack to play this mod.

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links of intrest:

CoD: German Front Mod

"Nachoun meod" (spelled right??)

damn right...that´s what today´s topic means in hebrew.

damn right i´m gonna keep on keeping on!

"keep on keeping on" with what?? you might wonder...well Battle Field Europe of course! i have been promoted from Pte (Private) to LcCl (Lance corporal, above private first class and below corporal).

i was thinking of giving the whole idea up after one fight, because of that "hellish" teen on my team. but today when i went in on the forums and saw that i had been promoted i felt the strength come back to me and i felt that i´m gonna show him wrong!

Sir, Yes Sir! *lol*

....

well, i´m off to the bed now, it´s late and i´m starting out little earlier than today.

and tomorrow i´m gonna buy tickets for Brant Björk when he´s playing at Sticky Fingers(!!!)

YES you´ve read right!! Brant fucking Björk is coming to play in Gothenburg on wednesday the 13:th twothousand and fuckingfiveeeeee!! Hell yeah!!

I also saw today that Isis is gonna come to Gothenburg too!! Awesome!!

and, damn i need a haircut! ^_^

^.^ end of line Dillingero ^.^

linx of intrest:

no, didn´t had time today to find any, sorry!

Kexchoklad

weekend...

it´s saturday and i´m sitting alone (well, that´s if you count out my cat (the Kah-Loolie Kathan)) and i bored.

i don´t know if i wanna watch a movie or if i´m gonna play a game or wtf. i´m gonna do right now.

my girlfriend decided to go to the sinai desert for a couple of days. the way she describes the place it sounds cool. i wanna go there too!

she said where going there next time i´m going down to her, i gonna hold her to that ^.^

been doing today? except fiddling about with the computer and CoD (as always)...well, not much i guess.

i saw Friday and CB4 last night, 2 gangsta comedys.

i´ll post the links to IMDB (Internet Movie DataBase) site in "links of intrest" if you wanna read what they are about.

i can promise you that they are funny and cool.

what else, what else...

i went online to play a bit of Battle For Europe (CoD) today. but i got so sick of a stupid moron that was on my team that complained all the time of how i was playing so left after like 1 hour or less.

he was like "- keep your head down!! oooh...*deep sigh* (like "you are a stupid moron sigh")

wtf. is up with that?? we had to get rid of our enemies so i went forward, and threw a couple of grenades and hoping to get one or 2 of them, and that guy is complaining all the time!!

stupid idiot, who the f*ck does he think he is??

anyway so i got sick of that and i don´t know if i´ll play again, just because of that moron!

i could change side, currently i´m on the "Allied" side, and there is a "Axis" side too.

but for now, i think i´ll stick with Meatballs clan, they are really nice ppl. that don´t complain on your gaming style.

....

i wanna go somewhere!!!

i wanna go to (in no special order except "My girlfriend" that is in the top because i wanna go to her the most):

My girlfriend
Japan
Israel
USA
Canada
Mexico
Hawaii
Iceland
Greenland
Cuba
India
Roskilde festival
New Zealand
Australia
Neapel
Italy
Greece
Brussels
Amsterdam
Maui
Schweiz
Atlantis (i know it dosen´t exist, but it would be cool if it would)
Skellefteå (my home town)
Moon
Sälen (ski resort in Sweden)
Hemavan/Tärnaby (ski resorts in Sweden)
...and many other places...i just can´t figure out their names right now...

....

i forgot to to write a really strange thing, my ending quote "End of line Dillinger" is from the movie Tron, i use it because i think it´s better than "To be continued" or "The end" or something else...aaanyway, so i watched the movie a couple of weeks ago on DVD.

and i the end of the movie the "evil" computer "says"/writes "End of line Dillinger", but in this version it never did(!!!)

wtf. is up with that?!!? "End of line Dillinger" made a really big impression on me when i was a kid and saw it for the first couple of times, and now all of a sudden it´s not there anymore...wierd, very very wierd.

Well, that´s all folks! now i´m off to watch the second movie (Next Friday) in the Friday trilogy.

End of line tonight Dillinger

Links of intrest:

Friday
Next Friday
Friday after next
CB4
Tron

ps. wanna see a picture of me? sure no problem!
yes, that´s the Kah-Loolie Kathan in my hand. he´s more black/white, but i haven´t fixed that yet...yeah i know laazzy...

"Miranda, that ghost just isn't holy anymore"

i´m baack!

what can i say, i´m sorry that i haven´t updated the blog for a *cough cough*...couple of days...

i have been very busy with work since our phone system went crazy and connected way too many people, and it went down.

at home i have been busy signing up for Battle For Europe ( Battle for Europe/Call of duty ) and training with the mates from The Swedish Meatballs ( Swedish Meatballs CoD clan ).

but like 3 days ago something happened...my TS (teamspeak, the system i use to communicate with the mates at Meatballs during CoD games) went crazy and couldn´t connect me, and for the last 2 days i haven´t been able to connect to the Swedish Meatballs Server.

in other words, i haven´t been able to play CoD online since like 2 days ago(!!!)...*sigh*...

i have no idea what is wrong with the TS and CoD.

maybe it´s just the server the games are on is offline when i try to connect or maybe it´s just my usual luck...

....

what else has happened?

well, i got 2 lottery tickets from my mom for easter present...i wont 50 SEK (Swedish Krona)!! yay!! i usually never win anything at those damn lottery tickets!

what else...hmm, well the spring is here i Gothenburg. some days it´s nice and warm (like +15 Celsius or more). so that´s really nice.

i misscalculated my bills this month so i don´t have that much money to live off as i thought i would have.

the P-Floyd concert is coming closer every day(!!)...in case i haven´t mentioned it, P-Floyd is a swedish Pink Floyd cover band that are really good!

they will set up The Wallin Stockholm in may...i´m going there to see it in the first weekend of may (7:th of may).

i talked to a friend that has seen this show and he said that i won´t be disappointed. *excited*

....

what else...what else...oh yeah!

i discovered a new cooool band!

they are called The Mars Volta, they just released their new album "Frances The Mute". i can really really really recomend it! it´s an awesome album.

if you like Led Zeppelin i think you will like them.

they have released a video and a single for their great song "The Widow".

i got the title of this blog post from one of their songs.

....

well, don´t know what to write so i´ll post some cool links...

The Comatorium 3.0 <<-- A cool The Mars Volta fan page.

Nice comic strip in swedish, this guy is just like me ^.^

Pfrrrrth! Some funny comics about Anti-Piracy in sweden.

....

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links of intrest:

see above for links...